angry outburst: I hate doctors! (except Dad) (and Uncle David)

Yes, I'm wearing drug-residue clothing and it's putting me into a ranting mood.

I was reading about Charlie Horses because I just got one. I remembered from nutrition class that rancid oils can cause them, for instance, if you eat old french fries that have been sitting for a long time.

I found this web page: https://www.mediguard.org/post/medication/view.html?id=37975&page=2. On this page, somebody says, 'Dear i guard whydoes omega 3 fish oil worsen my heart failure?'

The reply is: 'DOES NOT!' The end. He says, 'MediGuard Answer/Reply:

Omega 3 fish oil does not typically worsen heart disease. Its effects are still being studied however in many disease states. Follow-up with your doctor to monitor the progression of your heart failure and see what options you have to slow the progression of the disease.'

In other words, whatever you've observed or experienced CANNOT POSSIBLY BE TRUE, because YOU are not a double-blind placebo-controlled government-sponsored scientific experiment! You are a mere mortal, a single human being observing your own body! Whatever happened to you cannot possibly be real!

She said that taking fish oil worsened the symptoms of her heart failure. I believe her! I have taken fish oil capsules too, and they gave me TERRIBLE symptoms. I recently had some omega-3 capsules that I was going to try with Peter to help his foot, which has an unhealed sore on it. But before giving them to him, I skin-tested the oils myself.

After simply applying the oil to my skin, I was having chest pains within a short time after applying it. I also was getting chest pains when I was eating lots of packaged sausage snacks, which I accidentally left at room temperature (instead of refrigerating them) after opening the bag. I was eating lots of those last winter.

My chest pains and heart problems started a couple years ago. I did several things at once which were correlated with the beginning of my chest pains and heart problems: (let me mention, I am a 36 year old mostly healthy female weighing 130 pounds)

1. I burned candles in the apartment. Peter, and other people, had given me some candles and I never bothered to burn them before. In fact, I think I wasn't allowed to have them at that apartment. But in 2006 or so, I burned them. It was around that time that I started having chest pains.

2. I grew medicinal herbs in my apartment and contaminated my belongings. One of the herbs was tobacco. My chest pains began around that time.

3. I was friends with Peter, who is taking a variety of drugs and heart medications. I often got 'secondhand drug' exposures from being with him, touching him, going to his house, etc. I learned later on that many drugs go directly through skin, and you don't even have to eat them, and you only need a small amount of the drug to have a reaction. Some of Peter's heart medications list 'angina' (chest pains) as one of the withdrawal symptoms. I was getting chest pains during the time period that I was around Peter.

Nowadays, I have chest pains more often, and other heart problems like pounding heart, tachycardia, and slightly elevated blood pressure (but not elevated very much). Many times it comes from a reaction to my drug residues, but other times I notice it from eating certain foods.

Even though I advocate the Weston Price diet (except, don't eat bone marrow unless you want to be horribly traumatized and have extremely severe vomiting and food poisoning, and you should assume that all other internal organ meats will probably do that same thing to you, so if you try them, eat only a tiny crumb and then wait twenty minutes while it goes through the stomach to your intestines, to see if it triggers the vomit reflex)... Even though I advocate the Weston Price diet, with lots of precautions and disclaimers and exceptions and warnings... even so, I know from my own observations that some saturated fats cause heart problems immediately, very soon after eating them, and you can observe it yourself, and it will be very noticeable if you ALREADY have some kind of heart problem, like the lady on this web page had. She noticed it because she already has heart failure.

Omega-3 fish oils are 'smiled upon' by mainstream medicine right now as 'healthy fats.' But there is some kind of a problem with them. Maybe they are destroyed by cooking, canning, oxidizing, and by the process of making them into pills. Maybe it wouldn't be as bad if you ate fish oils from a raw fish. I don't know why. But I agree with this woman. If she observed it, it's real, and we need to understand what's causing it.

Fish oil pills are bad. I had a severe reaction to something years ago when I took two pills at once: a vitamin E pill, and a fish oil pill. The next morning, my whole body was covered in bruises for no reason. I was walking with a weakness in my left leg as though I had had a stroke. I took only one of each pill.

Also, I wanted to mention last year, last winter, I went through a time period when I was having such severe chest pains that I went to the doctor for them. Two things were going on. I was eating lots of those sausage things, which were a 'processed meat' with preservatives and all that, and I often left them at room temperature when I didn't know they were supposed to be kept refrigerated. The other thing going on was, I was having an outbreak of Rhododendron residues.

The Rhododendron incident began when 'they,' the voices, urged me to go take a picture of a rhododendron in Black Moshannon Park during one of my 'random' car trips. That picture is still up on my eagledove9 page on Flickr.com. After walking near the rhododendron, my shoes got contaminated with poison residue from the soil around the plant, and it got on the floor of my car and spread around the house. After getting on the floor, it would also get onto the bottom cuffs of my pants if they touched the floor. Then I would wash the pants and the poison would spread all over everything in the laundry. So I started having these terrible outbreaks of rhododendron poisoning with chest pains after that.

I was having one of those contamination outbreaks last winter when I had to call off work and go to the doctor about my chest pains. It got better whenever I got rid of the clothing that was contaminated, including the coat that I was wearing. In fact I remember writing in this blog about how I experimented with making a new 'cloak' for myself out of that synthetic fleece fabric.

All of these heart problems only started a couple years ago when I was doing the three things: 1. burning candles, 2. growing herbs including tobacco, and 3. being exposed to secondhand heart drugs from Peter.

Anyway, I hate how doctors automatically say, 'NO IT DOESN'T!' if you try to tell them that something caused a symptom. You couldn't possibly know what you're talking about. YOU'RE not a 'team of experts.'