sorry

2:57 PM 5/14/10

thank you for trusting me

- I have hurt you by accident too many times. I am sorry for a lot of things that I don't have time to say right now; it's hard to say and I have to get the courage. I've accidentally laughed at you or said negative things sometimes and didn't realize till later that I hurt you. I wish that I could apologize for being sick and weak and messed up, but that's not really my fault and I can't apologize for something that I can't control. I love you for being who you are. I don't want to change you in a bad way. And I wish you could be my friend when I was healthy and strong instead of during this time when I'm suffering from terrible things that nobody can help with. But, thank you.

i love you