Foamy the Squirrel; men/women ratio; female power

'It doesn't matter if I gain weight to deter them, it doesn't matter if I shave my head bald... men will fuck anything.' Germaine, Foamy the Squirrel, 'Travel Log II.'

I'm watching Foamy the Squirrel because Curtis posted an episode on his facebook page, 'No Christmas For You!' Watching Foamy is like watching softcore porn. This person sounds like they might be a So/Sx Type Six... but I'm always wrong about my enneagram type guesses. Even so, that's what they sound like to me.

I think I like Germaine. I've only watched two episodes of her so far - I watched 'Five More Minutes' (about her sleeping while Foamy wants to wake her up so she'll take him out to get a bagel), and 'Travel Log II.' I will probably watch 'Germaine For Stupids,' which is for people who need to get to know the Germaine character.

I agree with her. It doesn't matter if I grow a mustache, it doesn't matter if I don't shave, it doesn't matter if I stop washing my hair and I grow dreadlocks. Men will fuck anything. I've known that for a while. But not all men will fuck anything. And that doesn't mean that it's easy to get the particular men you want to fuck you, to fuck you. It's easy to get large numbers of men you DON'T want to fuck you.

(Yes, I'm having a drug reaction today. I'm wearing some old clothes that are contaminated with SJW residue. This particular one is the 'sex-obsessed' drug mix.)

There was a time when I thought, or 'they' thought, that I was doing 'gross' things to keep men away from me. However, it's not that simple. My hair and shaving routines are something that I believe in now as a personal value system or religious practice. Also, I have found out that large numbers of men love women who don't shave. These are ordinary men, not 'hippies.' Some of the men on the hair lovers websites also love whiskers and facial hair. So there is a 'small but devoted cult following' who love the things that I have, and I know they exist.

I wanted to talk about the men/women ratio. This is one of the reasons why 'men will fuck anything.'

First, I have read that the likelihood of having a male child is higher than the likelihood of having a female child. There is a slightly higher number of males born than females. It's not much, but it adds up. (That seems strange because in the past I remembered reading that there were slightly more women than men. So I could be wrong about this. It doesn't matter.)

I've read Warren Farrell's books, and he says that women don't usually initiate - they don't ask a guy out. Either they're trained that way by society, or it's something instinctive, but for whatever reason, men usually have to go after the women, because women won't go after them. This isn't always true, it's just a general rule. He says that if men don't ask a woman out, then nothing will happen. I know that this is true on dating websites. I've made a 'male' profile (without a photo) at dating websites before, and NOBODY ever emails me. But I can make a female profile on the dating website, and NOT EVEN POST A PHOTO, and write nothing about myself, and I will get dozens of emails right away. It's a blank photo, and only a few words about myself to fill up the space required, and I'll get bombarded with emails.

So I don't know for sure about whether there really are more men born than women. And I don't know if the problem is because women don't initiate. But I know one other thing: women go through menopause.

Around the age of fifty, usually starting in the late thirties and into the forties, women's bodies change and gradually become less fertile (I know, everyone knows this). But think about what that does to the male/female ratio. What if you're a sixty year old man who suddenly decides that you want to have children sometime before you die? You HAVE to go chasing after somebody younger than fifty or so. The older they are, the higher the chance of getting a deformed child or Down's Syndrome or other diseases.

So all of the over-fifty men are now REQUIRED, by necessity, to chase after women many decades younger than they are, if they decide that they want to have children. (If you only want sex, you can still go after people your own age. I'm talking about fertility now.)

(*I was trying to download 'Germaine For Stupids,' but in the middle of it, I tried to move the slider to replay something I couldn't hear, and the player messed up so that it forgot everything it had downloaded, and it kept downloading but it wouldn't let me start playing again. I hate these temporary downloads and flash players and all the stuff designed to make it so that you can't save the video. I'm on dialup, but it still does that when I download it on my iPod using wi-fi too. It's even worse on my iPod, actually. I've never tried using the laptop at the library.*)

(*Last night 'they' were saying I should give Curtis my new laptop that I really didn't want. That's a strange idea, but it isn't inconceivable. It's not the kind he wanted, and he gave me the impression that he was just going to try again to go get the one he wanted. He had a lightning bolt or power surge or something that messed up his computer. I think it's salvageable, but I haven't seen it. It also could have been an electronic attack by 'them,' or else a computer virus. Again, I haven't seen it.*)

Women who lose their fertility, after menopause, are still able to have sex, although it's more difficult because the vagina produces less mucus than it used to (and because our stupid society cuts off men's foreskins without their consent, and without a foreskin, you need more artificial lubrication for sex. The foreskin prevents the penis from chafing directly against the vaginal walls as much as a circumcised penis does.). But anyway women have no choice, they can't have a baby anymore unless they use some kind of medical treatment like using an egg donated by someone else. But they can still find large numbers of men who will have sex with them.

I know this is confusing and hard to explain. It's possible for both sexes, at any age, to find someone who will have sex with them. But in terms of FERTILITY, older men are still fertile, and older women are not. If I am only talking about fertility, then the men/women ratio is very high. There are very large numbers of fertile men, compared to a small number of fertile women. Men don't just 'give up trying' when they get older. Women are forced to 'give up trying' unless they want to spend money on fertility treatments. So a lot of older men are still trying to go after younger women for fertility reasons. There are some older women going after younger men, for a variety of reasons, but it isn't necessary for fertility.

If it's true that there really are a slightly larger number of men born than women, then that really adds up, each generation. Every year, every time someone is born, there is a slightly higher chance that it will be a boy instead of a girl. Over time it adds up a lot (if it's true). If you have 49% women, and 51% men, then that means that in a group of 1000 people, you'll have 490 women, and 510 men, which is 20 men who don't have a (monogamous) woman to match up with. In 10,000 people, it's 4900 women for 5100 men, so that's 200 men without a woman. In 1,000,000 people (I know this is repetitive, I'm just thinking out loud), there are 490,000 women, and 510,000 men, so it's 20,000 men without (monogamous) partners. All of those men are lurking around on dating websites now.

I'm just thinking about this, trying to explain why things are the way they are, why women have so much sexual power and men have so much less sexual power (on dating websites anyway), why average women, or ugly women, can still get lots of men more easily than average/ugly men can get lots of women.

But even though I can find large numbers of average men, it's hard to find the particular men I want. I'm picky about who I'm attracted to, and I am somewhat an ephebophile, looking for young teenage guys or small skinny guys who look younger than they are. I am also a hair lover, which everyone who reads my blog already knows.

And it's hard to find anyone who understands me and can talk to me the right way, especially since I am being constantly zapped and attacked, so that I can't focus my mind on the conversation we're having, and I can't feel the subtle feelings or subtle thoughts, I can't really be myself, I can't do anything except those brain functions that are easy and familiar, because when you're constantly zapped with something, even just for surveillance purposes, it disrupts the electrical fields of the brain and the body. The hardest things, the deepest things, the most original observations, the truest and most sincere thoughts and feelings, are also the weakest, the most fragile, the most subtle, and the hardest to protect against attack. They are the first things you lose when you become a victim of constant electronic attacks. All that's left is 'autopilot,' those things that are easiest to say, the shallowest thoughts and feelings, anything that comes out automatically, and whatever puppet words the soul-murderers force you to say. So that makes it hard to have a deep conversation, or a deep relationship, with anybody at all. I can't feel my deepest thoughts and so you're having a conversation with a mindless robot, an artificial intelligence.

I'm just ranting today. I have to go to work in a couple hours. I've had a large cup of coffee. I started my period and took ibuprofen for the cramping. I hate when I start it on a work day - I'd rather start on my days off.

I'm not even thinking about Christmas or remembering that today is Christmas Eve. I would want a holiday that is meaningful to me and 'my people.' The So/Sp instinctual type has a bad reputation for being a 'social climber.' Social climbers are portrayed as heartless, soulless psychopaths who abandon their best friends because those friends aren't 'good enough' for the social group that the climber wants to be in (you're too poor, too ugly, too fat, etc, for my social group to approve of you). But that's not how it feels to me. To me it feels like I'm searching for 'my people,' a group of people who understand me, who want to live in the same kind of world that I want to live in, who see things the way I see them, which is why I'm interested in intentional communities.

I think I'll post this now... nothing more I can think of. I'll probably write another one later, maybe.