forced hypnosis while sleeping and seeming to be awake

i was attacked by a criminal while sleeping.  i woke up at 3 AM and was then urged to get something to eat.  while taking the food from the fridge, the voices whispered, 'i don't believe this, i don't believe this, she's taking my suggestion?'  i didn't know anything was wrong until i took a couple bites of food and then felt like i was going to throw up.  the voices were constant, worse than usual, and somebody kept saying 'are you serious?  she really doesn't remember?'  apparently something had been done to me only minutes before, and i didn't remember it, and it involved eating something disgusting that made me sick. and i didn't know that i was sick, until i tried eating real food a minute later.

i used to have a videocamera going all night long while i slept, but they forced me to get the idea that i would be able to recover some money, and pay off my debts, if i sold the camera and vcr back to the guy who sold it to me.  i was going to sell a bunch of stuff during that time period, trying to get some money back, but instead, i contaminated the whole apartment with ephedra and have been recovering from that disaster ever since.

whoever did this while i was asleep, if they did not know it, i was not awake and i was not consenting.  i was hypnotized and i only appeared to be awake.  but i was not awake.  i don't remember who it was.  i don't know who hypnotizes me, or where they are located when they do it.  whoever enters the apartment, apparently they're not being told that i am hypnotized when it happens.

i wish that i could say how i really feel, and what i think should happen to the people who did this to me.  because i do, indeed, think that something should happen to them.  however, i don't know which police officers are reading my blog, and it could be construed as a 'threat' against unknown persons.  i don't know who they are.