improved

it's a little better today. i don't know for sure but it might have had something to do with withdrawal from peter's blood pressure meds, because i think that has happened before when i've been with him. but there is definitely some stuff around the computer, and it's not all ephedra - some of it is the mystery heart-pounding stuff. i am not sure what causes that particular symptom. it causes the heart to keep pounding very hard, and you can never rest. but, as i said, it's slightly better today. i wiped off more of the surfaces on the computer and around it, several times, and it's improved every time i've wiped it off.