I don't know what it is or where it came from. I don't know if it was an accidental exposure, or if somebody gave it to me on purpose. I am definitely on drugs. I was awake the entire night and did not sleep for even a second, and I hardly have any desire for sleep. I am also extremely constipated, and I know that's gross and nobody really wants to hear about that, but for me, that's a very unusual symptom, something that never happens to me. It's also caused by drugs. They made me write certain things to certain people. And all of a sudden my guy friend isn't my friend anymore on MySpace. So I am going to have to talk to him and find out what happened, and I don't know when is the next time when I'll see him.
I'm worried about the drugs because I need to know how to get rid of it. If it's an accidental exposure, I need to find where the residues are located and get rid of them. I went to Rite-Aid today to buy a couple things, and last time I went to Rite-Aid, I had extremely unusual symptoms afterwards that day, just from going into the store. I don't know if I touched something on the shelves, or if I got it from touching the money and getting change back from the cashier, or what. Apparently, since Rite-Aid is a place for people who use drugs, there are drug residues everywhere. This is my only theory as of right now. I hope it isn't somewhere else, like on my doorknob, or someplace I don't know about. I don't want to keep having this drug on me because I need to sleep sometime and I need to go to the bathroom someday too. I also don't want to be an easily controlled puppet forced to say things to people and do what they make me do. I have to work both jobs today, and I haven't slept at all. I don't know if I'm going to crash this afternoon and need to sleep, or if I will just keep going all day long. With the way I feel now I feel like I might just not even care about sleep, for the entire day. I am going to be extremely cautious.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
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