Friday, April 22, 2011

John's leaving New York

John's gotten permission to work remotely at his computer programming job, so he's leaving New York and going back out west. The Arizona photographs were happier, in my opinion, so that's good for him, but I like feeling like my family is close by, even though we don't visit much.

I need to get myself out of this hell hole. Chronic fatigue and lack of inspiration are the only reasons why I haven't. I need a supporter to encourage me. I need cooperation to do the cleanup project. I need someone who knows how much I will gain by getting rid of everything, so that they can remind me that this matters very much and it is worth doing. I need somebody somewhere to give a shit.

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